Second Best

Second best

Your  words  sting

Your  laugh  smarts

Yourlove  hurts

You  tore my world apart

You  left  me  bitter and  twisted

Leave me thinking  how  could I of missed it

I should of known I was second best

Just  leave out all the rest.

I  wish I never kissed you

I wish I never missed you

And told you that I love you

Every time I fucked you

You  leave me cold

You leave me  empty

Destroying my  feelings

Of  which I once had plenty.

How could you do this to me

My  world  is  falling  apart.

Falling  apart from the  seems

How  could you prefer that tart.

I  once was  yours

You were once mine

But  you  went  behind my  back

Pretending everything was still fine

You abused my body

You left your  mark

You  abandoned me

I keep crying in the dark

In the bath  full of  heat

I take the razor

I toy  with it slightly

 While I soak my feet

I  take it to my  wrist

I  slice  away

Crying while I bleed

Life  slipping away

I'm  under  the  water

Struggling to breath

Choking on my blood

One  step  closer to death

I  close my  eyes

You're  free now my love

I've lost all site

You are no longer mine

I needed to die

So she can  give you everything you need

Calm down my dearest

There's  No need to cry

I was  only  second best