living for nothing

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You will not be remembered if you die now. You'll be buried and mourned by a few and what more can you ask for? The world will spiral from underneath you and you are either too smart or too dumb to find God. Maybe you are angry. Only because the way out is through love. And you are just horny and lonely.


Submitted: January 07, 2012

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If I met myself, I wouldn’t like myself. I’m selfish. I’m conceded. I can be a bitch. But that’s on the inside, on the outside, I can be fun. Entertaining. Nice. It’s like I’m bipolar, or something, but I’m NOT, I’m just not blunt, I would rather smoke one than be one.

I don’t smoke, drink, do drugs, but I used to want to live up to that life style, or have a boyfriend like that, but that changed cause “swag” is going to pay my bills in 10 years. Not saying that I’m dependent, I can be independent. but I just realized how important my mom and dad are, I can’t order clothes online without my mom, my dad pays the bills, my mom takes me to the doctors, and does school and cheer stuff, my dad takes me places and cooks me food. But their divorced, but still live together. And not because they just got a divorce, it been this way for about 10 years, they are doing it for me, but honestly I don’t care. My mom has a boyfriend (he’s a freakin tall green giant) and I think my dad is talking to a girl. My dad wants to move back to La Mirada for work (he drives 40 miles their and back Monday- Friday), and my mom might move to Las Vegas with her boyfriend Harrison . I just want to finish high school here in Rancho, then I’m off to Newport, hopefully.

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