hopeless scream from a broken heart

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
a 17 year-old boy expresses his feelings

Submitted: April 03, 2015

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Submitted: April 03, 2015



hopeless scream

it's funny how i always try to forget all the good things she did with me cause they're keeping me stuck in a time which is gone now . i'd like sometimes to just hug her and then runaway but i can't cause she's the one who left . and the one thing that drive me crazy is that she looks like nothing happened and she don't even mention my name or talkabout me , it's like i'm dead or something like that . well i know i'm 17 and i'm just at the beginnig of my life but i feel like i'm empty now , she was my life , she's been my bestfriend for four years then we became a couple and after a year she seems that she had enough . 

time don't seem to move , i feel like i'm stuck and i'm always missing her , and no one can understand the way i'm feeling ,they think i'm just overeacting nd i should just move on but what they missed is that letting go is the hard part . 

i'm not the same anymore and i can't get my smile back even when i do the things that made me laugh before . i'm just lost and can't go anymore but i know also that i'm also stronger than this and i can get over this , i need this strength that i haven't found yet , i need to move on cause everything around me has changed and the fact that i'm a heart-broken boy dosen't make me go forward so i have to forget all that . well i have to know that life is full of surprises but i haven't the courage to let go . 

after all '' some make us cry for something we've never done , while some other ignore all our faults just to see our smile . some leave us when we need them the most and some stick to us even when we ask them to leave . the world  is a mixture of such people . we just need to know which hand to shake and which hand to hold '' and just move on . so i'll be strong . 

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