open scar

the open scar

everyday i talk to people looking for someone who can mend my broken heart , i keep searching for someone who tells me that i was right , but no , there's no one here . no one but her . no one can understand me the way she does . but she don't want to talk to me again . she thinks she deserves better but i haven't done any bad thing to her . that's killing me and make me sad cause she's the sickness and the cure , she can kill me or bring me to life . and know she don't even care if i'm alive . everything seems unfair cause she was the only thing that i wanted and i can't get her of my mind .it really hurts when i remember her saying '' i love you '' or her smile when she says : '' i'm yours and you're mine '' , when i put my head on the pellow just everything comes to my mind and it's really wierd  . and i don't even know why i still remember this cause she's the one that lied , cheated and killed everything alive inside me . i should be angry but i only miss her . i know we should not be attached to things that makes us happy and i'll struggle and fight to move on and mend my own scar and i'll collect all the pieces of my broken heart all together . 

'' don't fall in love there's just too much to lose , and if you're given the chance then i'm begging you please to walk away ''