Have I FINALLY found myself?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
First poem where I swear in: be warned!

Let me put this poem into context:
I have 4 friends at school: one of them is so ignorant all he talks about is his games, one of them acting foolish all the time, another I actually kind of like, (but I wish he'd be more serious sometimes) and the last I passionately HATE a.t.m.
He's forcing me to smile, asking me why I'm so depressed, but I know he doesn't care for anyone, he's a heartless piece of shit.
I never actually left them. But I can really hate them sometimes. -.-
Anyway, you can guess who this poem was mostly written to:

Submitted: October 10, 2011

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Submitted: October 10, 2011

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I think I've found myself,

And it's not because of your doing.

All you ever did has made me dead inside,

I'm tired of you wearing me out, I'm leaving.

..

"Trust is something I won't give again,

Farewell, 'friends', and fuck you all."

The distance gets bigger, I'm not looking back.

Everything I want is not here, I'm longing to fall.

..

There's death all around me,surrounding, devouring,

And into this darkness I stare.

You were the only real friends I ever had,

But you just doesn't seem to care.

..

..

I've found myself somewhere else,

Now don't you fucking FAKE your cries!

You've had your chances, and I never mattered.

Now all there's left for me is to say goodbye.

!!

I will keep you close to my heart,

BECAUSE I HATE YOU WITH ALL OF IT!


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