WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
You cannot have that which you desire yet you can dream of that which you desire.

Submitted: December 11, 2011

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So many walls up.

Yes I had many of them up

there was no way to climb over them but when I least expected it you came and knocked it all down.

It was my only protection.

Now I see you and my hatred for you is strong but then you became my wall.

I was beginning to feel safe again but then you left me unprotected.

While you were away, I stumbled many times.

I made many bad choices that I am not very proud of.

Now I am getting tired of living lies.

I am tired of crying myself to sleep.

I am getting tired of the light

I want my dark surrounding back.

You stole from me because I trusted myself entirely to you.

Since you left, I now have nothing left.

Now I am lost with nowhere to turn to but I did not lose my way entirely I learned to see through the light and now I no longer need the dark.

So I am letting you go my….angel…..it is time for you to find someone else.

Read between the Lines or Count the Many Times and you will get the Answer

How fast is the speed of light?

because that is how fast I fell for you!

How many times did I say No to you?

cause that’s how many times I said yes to myself.

How many times did I reject you?

Because that is the many times, I accepted you.

Did it ever occur to you that I needed your love?

Read between the lines!

There is no way to fight it so I will not!

I finally realized I am trapped.

It is what I’ve been trying to avoid…but now it’s too late to turn back.

Let down your wall.

Let us fall together...into this darkness.


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