Why? How?

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pain....
these are my thoughts after being hurt by a very close friend

Submitted: May 15, 2008

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why?

why?

i try so hard every day with the product of what?

what???

i hate the answer...

the answer is unfortunately 'nothing'

i spend hours doing things for you, i stay up at night trying to please you, i stayed up for two nights with a total of 5 hours of sleep

why?

why?

she comes for the first time and instantly recieves your love and attention...and i?

well....you ignore me

i'm like the flower behind the rose....

i'm still good enough, aren't i?

are you looking for beauty?

why can't you look at the wallflower

the girl who is herself.....honest......pure.....

no....

you look for the biosterious girl

you look for the girl who will do anything for a laugh, even if it's dusgusting

how could you both laugh?

how?

she's practacally naked after you "game" and you both laugh???

shame on you both!

shame on her for being a slut...

and letting a jerk like you completely downgrade her

what did i see in you?

what was i thinking?

what can i do to make up for my sins?

i'm black now

bleeding

dieing

gasping

choking

paralyzed

i need pure air

people who actually care

i don't need you

why didn't i see that before now?

before i became darker than a moonless night

colder than the gravestone by my body

i'm dead

i killed myself by hanging out with you

why?

why?

how?

why and how could i still love you like i've never been hurt by you before?

you hurt me

stabbed me in the heart

the pain consumed me

everything i was

i did EVERYTHING to fill it

except one thing

and that was to get away from you

....

.......

why and how could i still love you?

why?


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