Rain Tears

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
When Cady is dating Drew it feels like magic at times but it is almsot like he is hiding something. He keeps his feelings inside. Cady digs deep and may found out his uneasy past and troublesome future.....

Submitted: November 03, 2009

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Part 1:
He told me that his father got angry a lot. That was it. He didn’t elaborate. I was 15 and he was only a few months younger. I told him my father was an alcoholic and got angry easily too. I was 15. I was scared. In my entire life I only had told about 4 people that information. And two of them had shut me out of their life. They got mixed up in their own problems and left me their.
Now I hope I didn’t sound selfish, but friends didn’t do that. I was certain for that. But Drew wasn’t my friend. He was my boyfriend. I lost track of how long we had been dating. Maybe six months. Some asked why I had fallen for him. I was the smart and athletic girl. He was the crazy, hot bad boy. But we were attracted to each other. He said he loved me. Sometimes I believed him with my whole heart but sometimes I felt as though he didn’t know what love and heartbreak was. But I was only 15.
We would talk all day about life. Teen things like life, people, and parties. I saw him every weekend but inside I was so lonely. He lived close enough for me to walk to but I never found time. Whenever we went to the movies or I snuck out to see him it was an emotional roller coaster. One moment we would we laughing and joking then the next thing he would be making out with me hard. Whenever I pulled away, his eyes would beg for more. I wanted to give him more but I felt as though he just saw me on the outside. “Cady your so sexy. I love you.” I would return his complement with a kiss but I wasn’t looking for that. I wanted him to know me inside and out.
Wasn’t that what love was? Weren’t people built with this thing inside them to know when someone was hurt or sad? It felt as though Drew didn’t have it. Or he did and never asked if I was ok. But then again I didn’t ask him either. I was only 15. In November he was madly in love. And I was in love with him to. I wanted to ask about his family and dad but it didn’t feel right. Like he would tell me when he was ready. One day while we were on a walk he asked, “What makes you sad?” I replied by asking him what made him sad. He said, “When I make you sad and when I hurt someone. Now you.” Wow I had a long list.
“ok, umm when you hurt me, when I hurt someone, and uh…..when I can hear my dad getting a drink.” I wanted him to tell to him so much. I wanted to cry out and beg him to talk to me about his problems. But instead he pulled him into his arms. I lost track of how long he heldme as therain drops started to fallbut that was the last time I saw him for a long time


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