The Sanity I Have Left (I AM NOT CRAZY)

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This is a poem inspired by recent events in my life leading to the way I feel in this poem...Its a bit complex to really get into but I hope you like what I wrote concerning it.I know its not really I poem or anything like that, just more of an emotional out pour that enveloped itself in my writing...enjoy. THX GOTHIKAH666 T_T

Submitted: December 02, 2011

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The Sanity I Have Left (I AM NOT CRAZY)

My clouds and silver lining have just become a horrid black night and those clouds I looked ever so forward to have dissipated and gone away... Why have they strayed so far away from me?...honestly I don't know...and who is to blame for my sinful sorrows and seemingly sleepless nights? Well... Maybe you should ask my Father...For he is the reason I lay in my bed at night with eyes wide open, fists clenched in balls of rage while I feel like I'm going to break into tears...But I don't for the fear of showing that I'm NOT OK! For the fear of finally realizing that I'm REALLY NOT OK! I'm suppose to be this calm, collected, composed individual but inside I feel like screaming and finally just giving in to everything. Cause heres a little news flash for anyone who doesn't know...!!!EVERYONE HAS THERE LIMIT...AND I MEAN EVERYONE!!! I guess for me right now life is this roller coaster I'm trapped on...I've ridden so many times and by now I'm about to puke...I mean really people come on, hear me out here... I'm sick and tired of the shit people keep throwing at me...I'm sick and tired of having to jump the hurdles of life...and I'm sick and tired of everyone taking me as this sick joke...Well maybe one day I might just simply fall along the way...Or perhaps tragically trip over one of those enormous hurdles I'm confronted with...But in all honesty I guess I'm just glad to have someone like my girlfriend who will pick me up even when I'm down and have no plan of even getting back up. Because its people like her that keep me from completely going insane and breaking from whatever sanity I have left...See, I live in a world of broken hearts, shattered dreams, and faint smiles. There are millions of reasons in this world why I might be insane but I swear you...I AM NOT CRAZY

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