Decomposed

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Submitted: January 13, 2010

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Submitted: January 13, 2010

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Decomposed

Suffocation
Erosion
Candy Canes
Bitter
Exposed
Sour Mind
Blind
Riot! II
Decaying
Decomposed


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The air is saturated by my self pleasing breaths
And poisoned, by the fabric of your spiking deaths

Why can’t people stay their distance?
I feel, so angry, so...mad

I am suffocating on the copper smog floating
Throughout the mines of my flooded brain

Why can’t people stay their distance?
I feel, so angry, so...mad

Sparkling butterflies, in the winter night, gliding ever so thoughtfully
What possibly could draw their precious minds to work?

Why can’t people stay their distance?
I feel, so angry, so...mad

Let’s play a game I know all too well,
One with rules I made up,
Then maybe it won’t be so bad
And I won’t be so damned sad

The grimy waves of the infection’s pollution is
Drifting around the broadened horizon, feeling desperately ill

Why can’t people stay their distance?
Can’t they see I feel so damn choked

The fetid words you speak with such proximity, to your heart,
Manifest and wrap around my effete neck, making me grasp for kindness

Why can’t people stay their distance?
I feel, so angry, so...mad

This sludgy scent in the air
Is suffocating meeee
This bad taste, in the air
Is suffocating meeee

No harm done but that’s a crime
No punishment, no reward
You better behave like a grown man
Or I’m taking away your chair

No more sitting down to rest
Or think about day’s pest

No more reading in that rocky thing
Your back is gonna get comfortable on the floor

Why can’t people stay their distance?
I feel, so angry, so...mad

Let’s play a game where I am the king
I declare all of you irregular
If you’d please step up to the gallows
Or I’ll make you swallow death myself

Why can’t you all just leave me be?
Haven’t I assimilated enough?
But no, you force me into submission

Oh dear, oh my

Is suffocating meeee

Is suffocating...me
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Ohh, lick your hands clean
For the emperor enjoys,
That everything be glean

Ohh, find your soul
For the emperor enjoys,
His evening stroll

Ohh, this war you’re fighting
Seems to be dead
But you keep on trying
Call it pride

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care

Ohh, oil spitting out from the ground
If only destiny would have found,
Me digging through the trash bin

Ohh, calm yourself
For the emperor enjoys,
His people grin

But really, they all frown.

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care

Ohh, wake up my child
And see reality for what it is,
A blank and bleak hole

Ohh, the storm is high
And tides are gonna scream
Today you’ll die

Ohh, why won’t anybody listen?
You all ignore my pleas
Don’t lead yourself into preserved insanity

Don’t follow your dreams.

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care

In this fated rain, I erode
In this humble slumber, I erode

In this cruel world, I erode
In this yellow rain, I erode

Ohh, paint up a piece of art
For the emperor enjoys
Such useless things

Ohh, I beg you to stop
You’re turning your head into a flop
Much like what your dreams will be

Don’t follow your dreams.

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care

A graveyard is a happy thing,
Resting place of those who dreamed

What fools...they mark...the eroded soil.

Raindrops from nowhere clouds
You think your dreams are loud?
You’re gonna die someday,
And nobody’s gonna care.

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Exhausted, from sleeping
No matter where it was
The dreams I sowed
Never, grew back

Got myself a plastic...gun
Gonna blow my brains out
When I can find the time out,
From work

Dazed, from smoking
No matter what it was
The ways I tried to drown my sorrows,
Were always borrowed...and never paid back

In this misery, I see
No end in sight
No feelings...or bite

Might as well hang, candy canes
On window sills

Might as well fling, that bullet
Through my head

Disillusioned, by fabrications
Advertised by the media
Think your government is safe?
Best of luck to your draining

Bought a stick...a wooden, stick
Gonna shove it through my eyeee,
So I don’t have to look at this world, no more

Worn out, by playing, with all the little tools
Crafted...for us,
By the older sibling, but they all
Turned to dust

In this misery, I see
No end in sight
No feelings...or bite

Might as well hang, candy canes
On window sills

Might as well fling, that bullet
Through my head

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Speeding down that pretty little strip
All the fire in hell burning at the tip,
Of my steel burdened hog, what a beast
Tearing down the charcoal street, at least

Smudges on the window shield
Ain’t no prediction for the time I’ve dealt
In the prison system learning around the ropes
And I have to yield, a reasonable excuse for my crimes
But the big old’ Man, he says you building up your morals
Whatever the way I fucking can

Shouting across that cheering crowd
Is like a sensational I can never quite describe
But the roar of the people is revitalizing
And I know this protesting must be getting somewhere

Veering me up, they all but leave
That toucan flan has em tripping heaves
So now my poetic crumble is all eroded away
And that’s depressing for a guy like me

And so...they all just don’t listen...to no one

They got so many, people...talking to them

And true, I take my time...to listen up

But they...just stupidly...ignore...ignorant...little

Fucked up throughout the cerebrum
Gonna fly high like a weed boasting motha’
Ain’t eva gonna breath again as long as I live
Especially when the air is filled with YOU! Right...

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The rage...in me...is building...is building...is building....

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The sounds of harmonies, I came to know too suddenly
Well that, is tragedy, in its most simple tier

The previews of revolutionaries, I came to know too happily
Well that, is comedy, in its most simple form

This education you keep showing off
Interested me at first,
But as I went deeper, and deeper, and deeper...
Ohhhh....well too bad
I cherished nothing from that realm
What a waste of time, what a waste of rhyme
Or the rime of the lemon was too damned sour

Tastes like plastic...

This career you kept mocking about
Interested me at first,
But as I went farther, and farther, and farther...
Ohhhh....well too sad
Seeing everybody dying in such a painful manner
What a waste of vision, what a waste of shovel
Or the dirt that was mucked up just because of it

Poor Earth...

This germ you kept loving with
Interested me at first,
But as I went closer, and closer, and closer...
Ohhhh....well too bad
I had to wipe my hands with sanitized closure
What a waste of energy, what as waste of flesh
Or the feelings I faked just to get her to melt

I feel so dirty...

The reasons to glow were just too lonesome
I couldn’t wait to reach out to them
But in popularity, I gained a sense of greeeed...
Oh tragedy, and comedy, in my election
Now who was in charge, but silly clown
And they all frowned when I was done
Those damned fools, who announced with slithered tongues

The rage, I felt, was sympathetic, with no one!
Ohh, dear, this dangerous, insidious path
I was walking was wrapped around me,
Like mother’s arms, I was breastfed
By the system itself. Ohh, no...ohh no....

Because everything now is a corporation or celebrity
How some quality and brevity
Not asking for much, but for your compassion
Why are you still apart of society?

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The bitter swill I brew
Is killing me

I congregate with terror
On the streets

I’d kill a thousand more
Just to sanctify myself

I deep throated the devil
And I am without a name

The sour mind I am concocting
Is poisoning me

I hiss my name out loud
For unholy I have found

The butterflies that decay away
Are keeping me uptight

For the weekends are all but long
And the brutal pace is strong

Every night I am awaiting dust
Knowing I will go back to work

And that morning clank
Is killing me

The sour mind I am saving
Is corrupting me

What must I do to scare you?
What must I say to offend you?
What must I be to place this sour mind,
In you as well?

The bitter swill I brew
Is killing me

I congregate with terror
On the streets

I’d kill a thousand more
Just to sanctify myself

I deep throated the devil
And I am without a name

The sour mind I am concocting
Is poisoning me

I hiss my name out loud
For unholy I have found

The butterflies that decay away
Are keeping me uptight

For the weekends are all but long
And the brutal pace is strong

Every night I am awaiting dust
Knowing I will go back to work

And that morning clank
Is killing me

The sour mind I am saving
Is corrupting me

What must I do to scare you?
What must I say to offend you?
What must I be to place this sour mind,
In you as well?

This sour mind I sense
Is swirling like a pigeon’s nest

Displacing my conscience
One last time,
This...sour mind

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Oooohhhhhhhh, ohh, shhh

Oooohhhhhhhh, ohh, shhh

Tired of toying around with this warehouse design
Tumultuous pressure on my already crumbling mind
So kind, please, leave this room at once
And bring back with you a hearrrt...yeah

Your sordid odor is congesting my ceaseless fate
And no fathomable power on Earth can save...me

Like sheep I’m driven and facilitated constantly
And that, is a message, to the father’s who run this machine
Just old us, keeping it mighty cleeeaaannn...yeah

Away from justice...
Justified punishment and capital gain, are words so tender
Familiar in my brain, they’re rattling around in screeeaaam

Singing...singing with my toes in cross lines
Faking...faking my own happy misery to bloom

Lethargically contracting a humane disease I was warned prior
And shitting in a war poised up like black hammers and...
Nowhere...left to ruuuuuun...yeah

Your cries are seldom any disguise to your joyous requiem
Your glad the weakness and frailty that life once possessed,
Is dissolved...in flowers...that blooooom,
Only to release that toxin I am blinded...frrrrooom.

Oooohhhhhhhh, ohh, shhh

Ohh, I’m sooooooooooo blind
Can’t tell apart the Sheppard
Who do I shoooooooooot this time
Can’t tell apart the sheep

Ohh, I’m sooooooooooo blind
Knowing in my heart their kind
Always lying bout the things they’ve been doing
But I know
Deep in my heart is a sour vomit
Oh, hell...I knout
Deep in my heart I am so blind

Ohh, Lord, do save me
But not with your powers or unclear
Wisdom...yeah

Ohh, I’m sooooooooooo blind
Can’t tell the Sheppard apart from the lamb
Ohh, I’m nooooooooooo swine
Can’t tell the difference between diiimes

Ohh, I’m sooooooooooo blind
Can’t tell the Sheppard apart from the lamb
Ohh, I’m nooooooooooo swine
Can’t tell the difference between diiimes

Ohh, I’m sooooooooooo blind
Can’t tell apart the Sheppard
Who do I shoooooooooot this time
Can’t tell apart the sheep

So blind...so blind...
All this bacterial hypocrisy and natural, humane diplomacy
Has got me rotting from the inside
So blind...so...
Blind...

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I’ve reached the zenith

Of my suffering

I deserve the leverage

To sacrifice myself

I need the average

Man to dispose my rage on

But, sadly

I can’t tell the pigs from the wolves from the sheep

Oh, and in all this

Who is the Sheppard?

I’ve reached the zenith

Of my...rrrrrraaaaaagggggeeee!!!!!
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In my hive I find some raging hornets,
Feeding steadily off my stream of honey scented blood

And riot! And riot! Don’t riot! Don’t riot!

Oh dear I loved you with my peculiar affection,
I softened to your condition and bribed you with confection

And riot! And riot! Don’t riot! Don’t riot!

My mental capacity is breeding a vile rage inside me,
Inside me, I feel so sickened by my venomous fleas

And riot! And riot! Don’t riot! Don’t riot!
And riot! And riot! Don’t riot! Don’t riot!

Gonna start up a big crowd
Gonna protest everything
Gonna fire up the guns
Gonna shoot everyone

Don’t need you coaxing me
To calm down!
Hi mother, hi father, I’ve got a motherfuckin’ bomb



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RIOT!!!!!!!

I look afterwards to structure as a thing I concur
To no account do yOu wish me a creed to join
But in your heart you want me to be yours

Cause I am really the epitome of awareness,
Just to let all of you know
A fire is brewing inside me,
Muscles ache like never before riot burning riot burning
Straight out of the streets mother fucking burning
This riot is gonna break down everything that stands in my way
To glory and freedom and death
Gonna blow down the bui|dings of the capitalist
Swines and shoot up the vehicular dinosaurs
Of any party

This riot is gonna be grand
Bring the whole damn marching band
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That’s really where I cross the line
Tripping in and out of time
Repeating myself at causeless rallies
Only to find a new beer belly

Yeah what the fuck
Gone to a nice college for a good time
Working a job so nice and easy
Squeezing out pay

Well at ya funeral I’ll be sure to moan
Because soon they gonna be overpopulated for sure |

Yeah, well the hell with the systematic
Don’t need no diplomAtic,,,
Missionaries to set me straight
I like everyone equally

Gonna riot in my head, like busting caps
Into my skull
Nevermind all that liberal bullshit
This time I’m depressed for real
Hi God, thanks for the life
Sorry to give it back, but I did not enjoy it
Thank goodness I saved the receipt!

And riot! And riot! Don’t riot! Don’t riot!
And riot! And riot! Don’t riot! Don’t riot!
RIIIOT!!!! YES RIIIOOOOOTTTTT11111
DON’T IRIOTI DON’T RIOT!!!
ALL THIS BUILDING RAGE IN ME CANNOT POSSIBLY BE CONTAINED
FOR ALL THIS BROODING ANGER IS A HEAVY PAIN I MUST INFLICT
YOUR WOUNDS WILL BE SOUR FOR SURE, so I brought some bandages for the rave

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RIOT! YES, RIOT! GO RAGING DOWN THE HALL! YES, I’M FUCKING MAD DON’T ASK THAT DON’T LISTEN! DON’T TURN BACK!
JUST MAD AND BOLTED ANGER, YOU MOTHERFUCKIN MONSTER RIP A HOLE IN YOUR REALITY AND MAKE EVERY ONE MAN PAY FOR WHAT HE HASN’T DONE SO YOU CAN SATISFY YOURSELF, YOUR PUSSY OWN ASS KISSING SELF WHO DRIFTED BY AND BY ON WORTHLESS BONDS, YOU MEDDLING HYPOCRITE I FUCK ALL OF YOU OFF HUMANITY, LEST YOU ALL JUST CRUMBLE, THEN I WILL DELIVER MYSELF TO NATURE LIKE THE FERTILIZER WE ARE ALL. BONES AND BLOOD, JUST ANIMALS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE LINE WE GOT OFF FROM THE REST OF THE KINGDOM’S BEASTS AND WE JUST COULDN’T STOP!!!! NOW LOOK WHAT WEVE DONE, WELL I’ MOTHERUFCKING DONE AD I DON GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU, OR ANYONE ELSE, NOT EVEN MY DIRTY FUCKING SELF!!!

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AND RIOT! AND RIOT! AND RIOT! AND RIOT!

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i cant take it anymore

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These mental hallucinations
Are so appealing
But maybe, I’m stealing
All the ideas of divination

So drowning in delight
For I see love in a different light
And you, by my side
Is glorious, and I feel the fire



-Deep...within me...I feel so exhausted...can’t move...or anything.........so blind...this feeling...Oh, I’m decaying............-

This nightmare of dystopian paradise
Is traveling through my heart
And turning it black every second it gots,
No reason...

-Deep...within me...noxious remedies are stirring...a witch...is brewing...a baby......nausea is happening...feel like vomiting...this filthy...self......rewarding...my crude...behavior towards you......-

Dirges sung out of tune,
With all the lovers,
With all of you,
Kissing passionately,
To one another,
Unaware of the apocalypse,
Erupting in the jungle,

Dirges sung out of tune,
Let ghosts and phantoms too,
Grasp my arm, and lead me astray,
From the rest of the pack,
Imbecilic ways,
Cacophony days,

Dirges sung out of tune,
With ghastly ghouls, all of tune,
Blood stained fingers dripping,
Through the ink stained feathers,
Writing transcripts of the grim dog,
Heavy fog,
Tasty smog,

Dirges sung out of tune,
Blazing manes on fiery mares,
Seeking someone who cares,
About the frame of my portrait,
Criticism is not welcome,
Do not humbly request, sordid,
Opinions now,
Morbid cows,

Dirges sung out of tune,
Lovers, seekers, cows, and moons,
All broken by ferocious,
Caressing from the start,
By coarse hands,
Pretentious fluff,
Sing a little, dance off corpses,
Forget about this stuff,
Sing harmonies,
Once again,

-Deep...within me...I’m waste...trashy......Can’t lift my arm no more...just thrashing...around...like an idiot......Oh, I’m decaying...this grotesque monster’s dying...slowly...slowly......slowly.........slowly............decaying......yeah......yeah...yeah...harps...I hear them...playing, so softly...and I request...one last tune...for myself...that’s the honest truth, if ever there was one, I swear, I isn’t like the world......slowly.........-

My arms are sour fruits with bruises
My legs are sharpened tip with no mercy
My face is patched by flesh eating parasites,
And all my pigment is a yellowish tint
Oh, you’d love it, this grotesque monster, is
Loving...decaying me!

-Deep...within...me...pain...agony...pain, so much pain......migraines like bullets...and stomach pangs like claws...can’t deal with this stinging...I have no noble cause...anymore......my metaphors have all but died...my imagery rotted up...verse dried to the bone......reminds me of stone......slowly......vomit...this pain reminds of sludge...and grease...and dirt...all shoved into my mouth, and I chew so contently......it really is a tasty taste I taste......trashy......Can’t lift my arm no more...just thrashing...around...like an idiot......Oh, I’m decaying...this grotesque monster’s dying...slowly...slowly......slowly.........slowly............decaying......yeah......yeah...yeah...harps...I hear them...playing, so softly...and I request...one last tune...for myself...that’s the honest truth, if ever there was one, I swear, I isn’t like the world......slowly.........decaying. Ohh, I’m decaying, and loathing, the cure.-

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Fuck you!
I ain’t your slave no more!
Save me!
From this tyrant’s, world!

----------------------------

Sedatives are pleasantly divine
Just give it time
Numbing at each polarized attempt
You just satisfy
Silliness in the political system
Need to get rid of em
Corruption on the boards of the war front
What peace, could you possibly be talking about

I’m decomposed, finally
Away from all the pain
You brought me...yeah

I’m decomposed, finally
Away from all the pain
You brought me...yeah

I’m decomposed, finally
Away from all the pain
You brought me...yeah

Maroon is the color of the sky
In death’s crystal eyes
No bleeding when your body is limp
Just broken fibs
Tell me what to satirize now
I have nothing left to aspire to
No inspiration or melody
I’m used

This hand you caress
With motherly tenderness
Is returning a payment
Back that I always owed you

I’m decomposed, finally
Away from all the pain
You brought me...yeah

I’m decomposed, finally
Away from all the pain
You brought me...yeah

I’m decomposed, finally
Away from all the pain
You brought me...yeah

Fuck you! This is my HAVEN

Fuck off! This is not your HEAVEN

Fucked up! I am not MAD ANYMORE

No, I’m


Just

Fucking

Damned

Pitiless

Merciless

Tolerant

-Fucking around these gross pigs-

Happy

Sad

Madness

Insane

Blossomed

Dirty

Filthy

Grimy

Trashy

Dreamy

Crazy

Fucking

Lazy

Tasty

Sour

Sweet

Losing

Today

Great

Day

Cynic

Finger

Hole

Angel

Demon

Stone

Rubble

Crumble

Dissolve

Absolution

Not!

Constitution

Institution

You fucked me up!

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Redeemed

Angry

Crying

Buying

Ohh...I’m trying

But ohh...I’m failing

To understand you
And your world

Poor

And

Alone

This grotesque...thing...



...Lost...
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