Im Just Jordan

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Well I tried to include thoughts that all teenagers and young adults have

Submitted: May 11, 2013

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 I lay awake in my bed staring at my ceiling, thinking what a better life would be for me and my family, What about that special girl? Would she be thinking about me? Could it all be ok if I just fell asleep forever not knowing if anyone would miss me...that’s when the thought crossed my mind that I’m just being stupid and people do care about me, I couldn’t leave everyone now I’m only young I’ve got so many risks to take and so many embarrassing moments to live through, what if... that’s when my alarm snapped me back into the real world. Looking out of my window to see morning has arrived made me think about the day ahead, you see I’m a very think-ish person I’m the kind that will go out of my comfort zone just to make people smile because I love it, making someone smile and laugh makes me feel better about my self but inside I’m very shy and quiet but no-one knows that. There are so many things I would just like to shout out for everyone to hear. At the end of all this thinking I’m only Jordan and that’s who ill always

I stand staring at my self in the bathroom mirror not moving the focus off my eyes, what if I was like all them other people not having to worry about what they look like or what they say, practically they never have to worry about who they are. There cheek and attitude is something I despise but wish I had to use it in a good way. At school I’m a commoner, I’m not popular and I’m not hated. I don’t know why I know so many people maybe because I’m easy to get along with. But I know 1 thing, it’s because I’m shy I keep my opinions and feelings to myself, afraid to get a label like everyone else who speaks the truth. My friends are a lot like me, good people inside, quite shy, but got amazing personality’s, I don’t think I could find anymore people like these. But again I’m only Jordan and that’s who ill always be.

 

I’m happy with my life but I know I can do a lot more with it, maybe find the courage to actually speak my mind instead of backing down. My brains set to “fit in” with the crowd but I just want to be me, have you ever listened to a song and realized that’s what your feeling. I have that a lot, so many songs I just want to capture and keep by my heart. I’ve had some people say I want be like you, and I suppose I haven’t got a bad life, nice family, brilliant friends!. But I’m only Jordan and that’s who ill always be.And now im thinking, maybe my life's not so bad, ive got friends, family and most importantly my thoughts, hopes and desires, I've finally got the courage after this long thought to shouout and say...

 

And now I’m thinking, maybe my life’s not so bad, I’ve got friends, family and most importantly my thoughts, hopes and desires. I’ve finally got the courage after this long thought to shout out and say...

 

 

My names Jordan and I’m proud to be me!

 

 

My names jordan and I'm proud to be me!

 

       

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