She was the girl

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: June 02, 2014

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She was the girl who grew up hiding cuts under her shorts and sleeves. 
She was the girl who found creative ways to hide cuts, i fooled all of them for years.
She had the biggest smile on my face, the one that laughed till her stomach was hurting, the one with the most ridiculous laugh. 
She was the girl who thought i could get through everything on my own.
She was fine getting through it all alone, till the day it all became too much to handle
She tried to kill herself by overdosing, it didn't work. She does not regret it, infact if she could go back she would take even more so they wouldn't be able to revive her. 
But she cannot try again no matter how badly she wishes to leave this place. 
How do you escape when its the world you want to escape ?  
How do you fix your life when you aren't able to change anything.
How do you rid of a father so abusive, he makes you wish to be dead...
He is your father, you will never rid of him, he will always find you.

So you bottle everything back up like you did in the beginning, you screw the lid on tigher, hoping it will last till the end of you miserable life before you explode and try again.

 

 


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