i am death the dead or the dieing

i am death by wishing i was the one to deliver it . i am dead by keeping the life in me frozen . i am dyeing by knowing thathe was not has not and now never will be mine he is the only one that could melt my heart and soul where i put it in a ice bath now the little bit of warm water not yet frozen is gone hardened to ice like the rest . me the animated corpse  nice . now i think I'm in the mood for a death at a wedding maybe the one wearing the white purity gown .