tutoring and old friends

i feel you slip through my hands how could this be? i thought we had something special ...things aren't meant to be this way im so confussed it hurts not knowing what to do, this is crazy why cant it just happen already, thoughts running through my mind one thousand miles an hour. Ahhhhh this is getting really difficult he nos and i no we both no ... OHH NO!! ITS EMPTY now i am really confussed on what to do :( i no i no nothing has happened yet, but you make me really nervous talking about it ....damn

Do you even think of me when i am gone, like the way i think of you?? ..why is this pretending for you cause im not, you need to realise something im not playing this game with you, im in it for the ride and for the entire way :) to go ...so dont take too long deciding cause i cant hold on forever ....only a little while longer :P 

sometimes i think ur playing hard to get but I = I'm still unsure I don't no u that clear yet :///

HEEEEEELP before this becomes more then u think it might be ..or we'll boff be in trubble ere

gtg cya p.s why did i chicken out? i want to be with you but should i risk it .....?? Whatever i don't care anymore I just want to be with you, whatever it takes ...i'm yours :) 

tutoring xo

i gave you everything i possibly could and then you just pretend like nothing ever happened in the first place, it doesnt have to be this way we can fix things, i didnt even do anything to you so why are you treating me like i dont even exist anymore ...maybe i should just return the favour but we both no im not like that, im the better person. The one that, stood out from all of yous ..now its like you cant even remember my name you need to help yourself cause im not doing this anymore, whats it going to be .........your friendship with me or pretending i dont exsist

old friends