Dear Sir Care Bear

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Dear Sir Care Bear

Submitted: November 12, 2013

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you have so many problems i dont know what to do anymore, i understand what your going through but the way you deal with things makes everything worse, a part of me believes that your doing these things on purpose but the other part believes you dont know what the hell your doing, i want to help i want you to be the one person i can keep alive if i cant keep my self alive.

 i love you and you know that you believe it but sometimes you just forget like i do, your so much like me that i hate you. when i look you i see a reflection of my self a sad depressed girl who only wants to hurt others so maybe i can fill this emptyness inside of me with something, anything. and becaue i see my self in you im trying to fill you so i can popssably fill myself.

im trying to love you so maybe i can feel loved, 

when i look into your eyes i can see your heart i can see how much you pretend and how much your hurting inside but i also know how much you want to smile and how much you want to feel a real heart beat i know this because i do too 

i dont love my self so i think that maybe if i love omeone else it will help me to love me but it doesnt it jut makes me loose every little thing i had becasue when someone leaves they take everything i gave them, all my love, all my words, even some of what ever feeling i had, same wiht you Sir Care Bear. even if you dont realize it here i am telling you, every time you want to die i am this much loser to dieing my self so dont please if you go everything thats keeping my head held high will fade away slowly till be head, heart and soul will be drowed deep down into the sea. and i will stay with you for as long as you smile for me becasue your smile shines like the sun on my heart every time you do i get filled just a little bit more.


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