voices in my head

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the voices in my head

Submitted: November 18, 2013

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the voices in my head are crying out in pain and anguish

they yell, whisper and talk only of death

slicing through my wrists and bleeding out till theres only a puddle on the floor and im lying dead in it.

the voices whisper of all the wrongs ive done, when i used to drink away the part of the day i could not sleep away, when i would cry at night thinking about only memories that shouldnt mean anything anymore.

the voices yell about how i look at my self in the mirror "YOUR PITHEDIC, SORRY, SAD, UGLY, FORGOTTEN!!' 

i only want to peel away the pain one putrid layer of skin after another and end up with only guts, bones and a rotten heart theft to morn upon but then again the voices tell me no one willl care, no one will recognize the loss they had because i was invisible i always will be.

'i dont want to be selfish!' i yell hoping to get louder than these sick creatchers but all i do is end up with tears streeming down my lonesome face soakiing my pillow in remorse of what i had just done.

i close my eyes breath in once and out twice to fall asleep as fast as i can

i wake up and the cyle goes on day after day, night after night. yet no one knows exctly how i feel and forevermore they never will


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