I know you don’t know who this is but I have to tell you I’m your biggest fan!
I expect you hear this all the time but it’s true! You are my idol!
I have seen everything you have done even if it was the smallest piece of work, you are so talented and incredible I can’t even put it into words. No one can compare to your talent and I say that as ‘fact’ not ‘opinion’ despite what others may tell me.
You’ve worked so hard to get where you are and people can’t seem to grasp that, but what do they know? Unlike a lot of stars you had to work your way to your status and I feel you rightfully deserve it unlike a lot of these wanna-be stars these days.
The problem is others don’t know you like I know you, my friends don’t understand what I see in you but I don’t expect them to. No one could understand the bond I feel I have with you.
It’s strange isn’t it? How you can feel so close to someone without ever having met them. How their lives influence yours daily despite them never meeting face to face.
I’ve spent countless hours searching everything I could possibly learn about you and now I just feel like we’re that much closer, despite our differences I know we’d fit so well together.
The distance between us is bit of an obstacle but I believed we would be able to pass through that until recently.
I saw on a certain website that you had found someone.
At first I didn’t believe it, I mean ‘we’ were meant to be together! ‘Us’! And then you go and betray me!
How dare you find someone else! Just because you don’t know me or how I feel you think it’s ok to start a relationship with another person?
Don’t you know they’re bad for you? I could be perfect, everything you’ve ever wanted but now I will never stand a chance. I’m so mad at you right now. I feel like you’ve ripped me in half and there is no way to fix this.
Or is there?
I know you wouldn’t get rid of them because some fan asks you too but wouldn’t it be so much easier if said fan simply removed the obstacle? Do all the hard work themselves and save you the effort?
Have you ever thought how easily a blade can slice through flesh?
I’ve imagined it every night as I lay in my bed, staring at my ceiling through the darkness.
I heard a song recently about a girl who loved someone so much she killed him just so he couldn’t be with anyone else. Isn’t it romantic? I think it is but I could never bring myself to kill you that would make my world very empty.
So instead I have a plan.
I hope you’re not squeamish as this plan of mine will involve a lot of blood being spilled and the scene may cause you some trauma but if you refuse to give us a chance I will be forced to deal with things manually.
After much searching I know where to find you and if you move I will find you once again, it’ll be like a game of hide and seek! Doesn’t that sound like fun? I’m shivering with excitement.
I’m not expecting a reply but I do hope you enjoyed my letter! If all goes to plan I will see you soon.
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