End it all!!

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End it all!! End it all!!

Poem by: hoplessromantic

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Submitted: April 25, 2012

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Submitted: April 25, 2012

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All so silent

All so peaceful

All at rest

 

Then bam

You come in

You ruin it all

 

I don’t know what to do anymore

Im confused, scared

I cant do it anymore

 

Every time I look at you I see those angry eyes

Those mad eyes

That face that haunts my dreams

 

I have tried so hard

Giving you every chance

But you ruin all

 

How could you?

You say you love her, us

But you do this?

 

I was scared!

I needed my daddy!

But you were long lost in that crazy mind

 

I trusted you

And you threw it in my face

You threw my last bit of hope for you away

 

How do you think I felt?

Having to protect my mother from my father?

It crushed me

 

But I had to

I had to protect the person you claim to love

From you

 

The look on your face

Your crushed face

Your heartbroken face

 

It crushed me

It haunts me to this day

And I cant deal with it

 

I need an escape

I need to get away

I need to do something!

 

All this stress

All this worry

All this pain!

 

All caused by you

By this family

By my family

 

And im a broken person

No one can fix me

Im irreparable

 

No one wants a girl with baggage

No one wants a girl with problems

No one wants me

 

I don’t blame them

They can live in their happy lives

And I can go back to hell

Where I belong

 

Im not worth anything

Not tears, not love

Nothing

 

How do you do it?

How do you be so happy?

How can anyone be so happy?

 

Why cant I be happy?

Why cant  be loved?

Am I really that bad?

 

But I've accepted my fate

I know I deserve it

I just hope it ends soon

 

I want it all to end

The pain, the heartbreak

Please, end it all


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