End it all!!

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Just a poem... Please read and comment!

 

All so silent

All so peaceful

All at rest

 

Then bam

You come in

You ruin it all

 

I don’t know what to do anymore

Im confused, scared

I cant do it anymore

 

Every time I look at you I see those angry eyes

Those mad eyes

That face that haunts my dreams

 

I have tried so hard

Giving you every chance

But you ruin all

 

How could you?

You say you love her, us

But you do this?

 

I was scared!

I needed my daddy!

But you were long lost in that crazy mind

 

I trusted you

And you threw it in my face

You threw my last bit of hope for you away

 

How do you think I felt?

Having to protect my mother from my father?

It crushed me

 

But I had to

I had to protect the person you claim to love

From you

 

The look on your face

Your crushed face

Your heartbroken face

 

It crushed me

It haunts me to this day

And I cant deal with it

 

I need an escape

I need to get away

I need to do something!

 

All this stress

All this worry

All this pain!

 

All caused by you

By this family

By my family

 

And im a broken person

No one can fix me

Im irreparable

 

No one wants a girl with baggage

No one wants a girl with problems

No one wants me

 

I don’t blame them

They can live in their happy lives

And I can go back to hell

Where I belong

 

Im not worth anything

Not tears, not love

Nothing

 

How do you do it?

How do you be so happy?

How can anyone be so happy?

 

Why cant I be happy?

Why cant  be loved?

Am I really that bad?

 

But I've accepted my fate

I know I deserve it

I just hope it ends soon

 

I want it all to end

The pain, the heartbreak

Please, end it all


Submitted: April 26, 2012

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Vikrant

Hell of a poem ! Thought full, brilliantly woven. Reality is, the poem describes a bleeding heart but you've unmasked the hypocritical face of this world. Great work !

Wed, May 9th, 2012 3:28am

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Thanks! THank you so much!!

Tue, May 8th, 2012 8:54pm

boobearlover

Speechless. This was wonderful !

Thu, May 24th, 2012 3:22am

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Thanks!!!

Thu, May 24th, 2012 4:58am

Ian Dawn

This is so sad it actually made me well up, I want to reach out and hold you as my own daughters and tell you its allright. As a dad I know my role in this world is the protector and helper, not the abuser and remover of dreams. its my job to build hope and love. Awsome verse and great flow to this tragic story.

Mon, June 25th, 2012 11:06pm

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Is that a good thing? Thanks... Thank you :)

Sat, June 30th, 2012 6:42pm

Edgar Dark Season

Personal

Mon, January 27th, 2014 12:40pm

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yes

Mon, March 10th, 2014 3:18am

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