Why... (To Casey)

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Loving someone from afar and hating it so much!

Submitted: November 20, 2007

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The emptyness,

The sarrow.

I thought I could be me,

But you showed me not to.

I open up,

And you pore salt on the wounds.

I may have alot of drama,

But I'm true to you.

You say you love me,

I know then,

I've lost you.

You say no one,

Can take me place.

Then why,

Is she by your side?

You say she's better,

And call me,

hurtfull names.

You say let's be friends...

Kinda hard when you,

Won't even look at me.

You know I wish I was her,

You know I watch you from afar.

You want me to leave you alone,

I want to stop caring so much.

Do you not see the pain in my eyes,

Every time you walk by?

Holding her hand,

Doing things and saying things to her,

That I wished you would say to me.

You made me cry,

You showed me what it's like,

To feel pain,

To see someone from afar,

But picture them so much closer

. You showed me waht it's like,

To see you so close,

Yet feel so far away.

You show me I'm carzy,

To love something so wonderfull,

Yet regret it for the same reason.

You showed me waht it's like,

To cry and hate myself everynight.

To wish the same for you,

But want to wipe the tears away,

Tell you everythings fine.

The risks I took,

For your happiness.

The pain I suffered.

The nights I cried,

Scared and trapped,

Not only in my cell,

But in my body,

my mind.

Doing nothing but thinking,

Of all the times we had,

To hear your sweet voice,

Feel the strength,

The comfort of your embrace.

Why won't you leave me alone?

Why can't I earse you?

Why oh why must I care so much...


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