So Tired.

Your attack on my emotions

To many tears to fill the ocean

crying seems now too excessive

yearning for your love and acceptance

wondering where? why? and who?

am I strong enough to love you

seemingly endless roads that I face

you and your essence feel every space

I fall asleep thinking of you

all that you are everything that you do

you consume my thoughts

drive me insane

I think about you everytime I'm in pain

if he was here what would he do?

would he comfort me or whisper to you

I feel so weary so scared and afraid

if only I had you evrything would be okay

My strength is fading I've given up hope

but still when I look at him it's you that I want the most