The Tears Finally Fell.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I wrote this out of all the anger I feel... This is the only way I found to (try) & say what I want & get if off my chest.

Submitted: August 26, 2009

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Submitted: August 26, 2009

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How could you?
You've never been there for me
Like you're supposed to be.
Never showed you cared.

My friends have stuck by me more than you ever have.
I always feel pushed last with you.
Even when I was brand new;
I doubt you cared then.

I'm always treated like a little baby.
When can I grow up?
I think I've finally had enough,
As I let these tears of anger finally fall.

The first of many have fallen,
All because of the stress you put on me.
Just let me be who I want to be,
And let me grow up.

I'm not your little girl anymore.
In fact, I don't think I ever was.
Sure, I'll admit, I have flaws,
But seriously? You have more than me.

Slit number one-\"Clean this, Clean that\"
I just want to break down right then.
All I have to ask is \"When?\"..
\"When can you ask someone else? Or better yet, do it yourself\"

Slit number two-\"Make sure you have your homework done!\"
I know what has to be done. I'm not helpless.
But I think all of this is just hopeless.
I'm out of here as soon as I can be.

Out of this house for good.
On to somewhere with someone, where there's no pressure,
And when I need someone, they'll be there to answer.
Unlike you. I don't remember you ever being there for me.

Slit number three-\"It's your fault!\"
You make me feel like I'm such a screwup.
People tell me different, but my mind is made up.
There's already three slits on this arm of mine, must we keep going?

I can't believe you'd do this to your daughter.
But it's not that much of a surprise.
I'm just glad you're never around to hear the cries
I've went through just because of you.

The first of many have fallen.
Tear drops & drops of blood.
You think I'm bluffin'?
Here, take a look for yourself. Like what you see?


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