Reads: 229  | Likes: 0  | Shelves: 0  | Comments: 1

More Details
Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
It is an emotional out pour for somebody special

Submitted: October 01, 2011

A A A | A A A

Submitted: October 01, 2011



I promised to let you go and live my own life but it seems that at every turn I take somebody reminds me of you. I tried so hard to go on without thinking of you but you always come back and imbed yourself to my heart. We were never "us", you were never mine but why do you always come back. Our story eneded before it begun and I know it's my fault but do I have to pay for it forever. I want to know if your also in a state of turmoil and regret over me? Maybe I just want to know if your really happy with her. I want to know if you really love her because I might sound like a martyr but it would be so much easier if I know that you are in love and you are loved. It might hurt to think that somebody else owns you, somebody else have the right to call you mine but it is better than to know that your just staying with her because you have too.

I started this blog for me to pour out what I feel without hurting anybody. I want to move on but I can't seem to escape you. So I hope that thru this I would slowly move away from you. I wish you all the best and I hope that someday I will be able to breakout of this prison I made for myself and live  my life without regret of letting you go. I also want you to know that I let you go to see if there is something worth keeping but you just walked straight forward without looking back so I guess there is nothing worth holding on....Goodbye Jeff

© Copyright 2019 ILOVEJEFF. All rights reserved.

Add Your Comments:


More Romance Miscellaneous