My Morning Sun.
There is a dense feeling of aching within me
I'm slowly blurring out of focus
I can feel myself breaking
Heavy clouds arecrushing down on me
I'm drowning in endless misery
The life in me is dying though I'm alive, breathing
Could this be the ending I've dreamed?
Fadingin and out of consciousness
From high grounds I'm falling
I'm failing at life without a fuss
In an unbearable sense of floating
I'm grieving for something
And damn, is it really hurting
Inking sweet words with the blood from my arms
My body jerking again and again
My fate I'm jinxing with my pain
My sanity I'm mercilessly killing, ready to slay
Here I am laying down to say
Lying that I'll be okay
For some insight I'm longing
What part of me is missing to the shadows?
What is it that I'm mourning?
I'm needing that feeling of belonging
My insides are numbing
My demons never stop pacing
Every slow breath I take is paining
My guardian angel quitting
Reaching outfor something, anything to hold
Day by day I'm slowly rotting
And screaming in deafening silence
Sinking in this feeling of remorse
My soul is shattering like glass
My body smashing in to smithereens
I'm tainting my soul with the paint of darkness
Using ashes from the flames of fury and hate
My sinful acts I'm expertly veiling
And waiting to seize happiness once more
Pushing away the need to keep weeping
Wanting to feel like living on
I'm yearning to see the morning sun
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