This is something you do not know but even if you knew you wouldn't be too happy about it or maybe you would be proud to having been able to arouse such feelings in
You're an obsession to me, one which I can't get rid of no matter what I do, the funniest thing ever is when I crushed over you I was 14 and now I'm 22...
What is it with you that drive me crazy, is it your manners? Your cool indifference? Is it your arrogance? Or is it the person you truly under your arrogant mask?
I so want to feel your lips on mine, to find myself in your arms, being savagely kissed without any words in between...Your smile does something inexplicable to me, My heart skips a beat every time I see you, when I'm not with you I always plan what to say when I meet you but when you're in front of me I'm tongue tied...
I know I don't deserve you, I’m no beauty queen, no one ever seem to want me for who I am...i am not what I wanted to be...You know what's worst? The fact that I know that you don't care. If you had the choice you wouldn't want to see me or even care to see me, despite all this I still want you, I am in fact desperate to have you.
My wish for now is that one day we meet and you are blown by what you see, that way we may date.
I feel so foolish to be here waiting for someone who seems to know deep inside that I'm waiting but who doesn't care.
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