Normal, maybe.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just something personal I wanted to share.

Submitted: July 14, 2012

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Sometimes, I’m sick of pressure,

I want to be alone.

I don’t want to be there. Or here.

I don’t want love.

 

I want to live away.

Sometimes, I want closure.

I want attention, but not always.

I want to hurt. Then make up for it.

 

I want to go back.

I want to make the right choice.

Sometimes, I want something different.

I want to live better, maybe.

 

I want to be free, 

I think I deserve it. 

Freedom will surely make up for it,

I’m hurt. Maybe not. Maybe too much will ruin me.

I want closure. I don’t want love.

 

I want to feel normal. 

I don’t want pain. Not that kind of pain.

A sophisticated one maybe.

Not love. Not that kind of love.

 

I love my life. A lot.

I want something else.

I want to talk. 

Not listen. I want her to listen.

A lot.

 

I want closure. I want freedom.

I want love, but not like that.

I miss the past, maybe. I miss her.

I miss myself. A lot. Too much.

 

I’m fine. Just not normal.

Not right now.

I want to feel normal.

Yes.

No love. No freedom.

No pain. No closure.

Not much.

Just normal. I think I deserve it.

Maybe.


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