Three Simple Words...

a smile so simple

is all it takes

to make this heart beat

forever wanting to be alone

seems to be

impossible now

my past isn’t something to be proud of

some things happened that were out of my control

others were done

because controlling myself

is unachievable

completely hopeless

a lot have tried to help

told me lies

I’ll never leave you

fucking lies

I’ll never leave your side

don’t tell me something

that you can’t keep

go fourth with

or even consider

You can trust me

stop feeding me your

illiterate lies

then there is her

yes her

she was my friend

one of the best

the very few I trust

she didn’t force me

it was the little things she did

that I just had to

she listened to ever little problem I had

and didn’t judge

the things I have to say

aren’t always

in my sane mind

wherever I go I’m somehow hated

but not in her world

she has a small one

filled with very few people she trusts

and I’m apart of it

she took any dilemma

or worry

that took my thoughts over

and tried to make me smile

something most people

don’t even try

I’m usually the person

that everybody gives up on

because

my state of being

doesn’t make sense

they listen

get confused

and let me rot until nothing is left

I have my mad nights

the ones she knows about

where pain is my only friend

foe

and comfort

but she doesn’t find me at all insane

her tears falls

I know they do

as much as she wants to hide the fact

I know they exist

but she covers them up

just so I don’t forget to smile

many have used me

many have used her

heartbreaks happen

but never seem to repair

then there are the days that happen

to be spent together

the pain just goes away

its that simple

that lovely

being around her is just

something so perfect

I don’t have to fake a smile

because with her its real

dead masquerade

it’s different having her around

something I’m not used

she tells me the words

I love you

everyday

and surprisingly

I never get bored of

hearing them