a smile so simple
is all it takes
to make this heart beat
forever wanting to be alone
seems to be
impossible now
my past isn’t something to be proud of
some things happened that were out of my control
others were done
because controlling myself
is unachievable
completely hopeless
a lot have tried to help
told me lies
I’ll never leave you
fucking lies
I’ll never leave your side
don’t tell me something
that you can’t keep
go fourth with
or even consider
You can trust me
stop feeding me your
illiterate lies
then there is her
yes her
she was my friend
one of the best
the very few I trust
she didn’t force me
it was the little things she did
that I just had to
she listened to ever little problem I had
and didn’t judge
the things I have to say
aren’t always
in my sane mind
wherever I go I’m somehow hated
but not in her world
she has a small one
filled with very few people she trusts
and I’m apart of it
she took any dilemma
or worry
that took my thoughts over
and tried to make me smile
something most people
don’t even try
I’m usually the person
that everybody gives up on
because
my state of being
doesn’t make sense
they listen
get confused
and let me rot until nothing is left
I have my mad nights
the ones she knows about
where pain is my only friend
foe
and comfort
but she doesn’t find me at all insane
her tears falls
I know they do
as much as she wants to hide the fact
I know they exist
but she covers them up
just so I don’t forget to smile
many have used me
many have used her
heartbreaks happen
but never seem to repair
then there are the days that happen
to be spent together
the pain just goes away
its that simple
that lovely
being around her is just
something so perfect
I don’t have to fake a smile
because with her its real
dead masquerade
it’s different having her around
something I’m not used
she tells me the words
I love you
everyday
and surprisingly
I never get bored of
hearing them
Submitted: June 19, 2011
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MenoMano
I like it :)
Mon, June 20th, 2011 1:34pmAuthor
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Thnx :)
Mon, June 20th, 2011 10:49am