All my Fire and Blood.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
This story means nothing really. I wasn't trying to be profound or meaningful or... anything, really. If you don't like it, I don't blame you, if you do I'd appreciate your feedback. If nothing else, I hope this may in some way inspire some small idea in someone, somewhere.

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All my Fire and Blood.

Submitted: May 04, 2009

Very short, very rough chapters. I wrote the entirety of this in about half an hour, but I'm only posting one chapter per day. I'd appreciate comments =^.///= Read Chapter

Submitted: May 05, 2009

Dinner was especially tasty last night, it was the same old food it always is, but I pretended it was something different, and that made ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 09, 2009

I listen to Indie-rock in my head sometimes. I don’t know if they’re real songs or if I’m making them up… I bet I could be a rock... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 09, 2009

The door opened last night, the entire door, and nobody was there… I wonder how that happened… but does it really matter? The fact is... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 10, 2009

I remembered my name today… or maybe I just made one up. I told the doctor and she said I was wrong, she said my name was… something ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 10, 2009

Lireal… it’s a nice name… The doctors let me eat lunch outside my room, with others. There was a girl there, her name was… Lireal... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 12, 2009

I think I’m in love… This is only the second day I’ve ever seen her, but I can feel it. Like with Lewis, it feels so true, how coul... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 12, 2009

So… how are you today? I was thinking about cats again, I think I like them, I can remember them though, maybe that’s the only re... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 13, 2009

I realized that I have no paper, no pencil. How can I be keeping a journal with no journal? I really must be sane. I met with Lireal agai... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 14, 2009

Cats. Katz. I would definitely say I’d prefer cats to Katz. Who wouldn’t? Maybe dogs… ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 14, 2009

The doctor says I’m making progress. She’s so disappointed I can’t remember my name, I tried to tell her I remembered but she would... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 15, 2009

The doctor begged me to remember… it seemed so weird… She was pleading, tears in her eyes, all she wants is for me to remember… I w... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 16, 2009

She’s staring at me… from across the room… She hasn’t touched her lunch, I wonder who she is… She smiles. And I have to smile b... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 16, 2009

Sometimes I just sit and think. I wonder why I remember such odd things. Like cats, and Lireal. She was such a good friend before I got h... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 18, 2009

She says I have to keep it a secret. No one can know, no one can see. It’s just a journal, and a pencil… but if anyone found out they... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 19, 2009

Wouldn’t it be interesting if I were an animal? Under these conditions, all the tests and being trapped in this room for most of the da... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 20, 2009

My name is Amanda. It’s a girls name, I remember being a boy, or maybe that’s another delusion. But my name is definitely Amanda… m... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 21, 2009

Was it… Alex… or Amanda? In The Matrix, Neo’s real name wasn’t Neo, but at the same time, it entirely was. Truth is too vague, to... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 23, 2009

I… almost have it… I can almost remember. I see faces, hear voices… but they always just die, leave, vanish… fire… I hate the w... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 23, 2009

If cats laid eggs… would dogs do the same? Would all mammals, or would cats just cease to be considered mammals? Would I exist if cats ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 26, 2009

I think I’m sane. It’s because I’m outside, second time I can remember. This time Lireal is with me, not the doctor. I was reading ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 27, 2009

I saw a man smoking… it scared me so much… I screamed, I ran… I couldn’t help it. Why would anyone intentionally breath in smoke ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 29, 2009

My name is Amanda. I carved it into my arm so I never forget it again, but that made the doctor sad, she washed and bandaged my arm and t... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 29, 2009

Lireal has a daughter, I didn’t think she was old enough to have a daughter. Such a cute little girl, Lireal showed me pictures of her,... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 31, 2009

Boys aren’t supposed to cry, I must be a girl. The tears are so numerous… I can taste them on my lips, salty and disgusting. They onl... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 03, 2009

It’s my room! It’s my wall! It’s all they’ve given me, this damned room, and yet I can’t write on it? It’s so… unfair… ... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 03, 2009

Her husband died 3 years ago… so sad… even so, she raised their newly conceived child and finished her degree by herself. I couldn’... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 04, 2009

I’m getting better, even though I attacked that man again, Lireal held me and didn’t tell anyone what I had tried to do. So they didn... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 14, 2009

I’m 17, my favorite book is Don Quixote, my favorite school subject is, ironically, psychology. I write poetry and I had a boyfriend, w... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 14, 2009

Lireal suggest that I may recover better outside of the hospital, she shows the other doctors how I’m progressing and where I need help... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 21, 2009

“You’ll be staying with me, Amanda.” I can’t stop smiling. Two weeks away from the prison, and with Lireal, in her house, nonethe... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 21, 2009

Her daughter is so beautiful, I hold her in my arms and it only makes me even happier. Their dog, Sammy, seems to have automatically beco... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 21, 2009

I suddenly woke up. I had feinted I think… Lireal was next to me, she looked at me and smiled, and I smiled back. I had to. Lireal ... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 21, 2009

It seems so obvious now… why would I be with Lireal now if I had a family? The loneliness, the fire, even the insanity itself all seems... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 27, 2009

I’m back in a hospital, a different one this time… I had passed out, but no permanent damage was done… Lireal is outside the room, ... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 27, 2009

I haven’t talked with you in so long… nearly a year I think. I didn’t mean to leave you like that… I was having so much fun with ... Read Chapter

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