Fearing the Mirror

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
Basically about how some people feel after being pushed away so many times, that they are not, good enough or they have self hate, and they don't like themselves. This is one of the first stages, the last two are really sad but there will be a sequel because it is more than this page, much more. How some high school freaks, feel , how out cast feel, out cast like me.

Although I myself have out grown this feeling, but still it gives me a hard time , when looking in the mirror

Submitted: July 17, 2012

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The need to be needed, to be important, isn't just a feeling, it's a strong disire ...endless 

For people like me, like us. People kind of, avoide us, because we are different. To strange to be loved, we have no purpose to those kinds. We know this.

We know we have no place,  we  know we are no purpose to any. We feel that way.

We are, I am, obsolit to every, once need than out grown... so we turn to the arts, we do it, to see who will like it. Like what we've done, like us.

To see if we will ever be important to somebody.

It's just pre-paration for some thing that  will never exsit.

We will never be some ones favorit, need, or loved. And most times we go un-noticed

But still we try so hard, oonly to be turned away,torn down, and out grown.

We cry silently to ourselves. Thinking...will we ever be exsepted.

When I hear the bell will any one ever look my way...will I find any one like me, that needs me.

Or will I be the shadow no one see, and I am okay  with that

we are okay with that

it just get lonely over here at table 9

wanting to be wanted,

the need to be need, to be some ones favorit... is strong, 

it is not just a feeling it is a acrafice of self, a strong disire to be loved by some one els

even if we do not love ourselves.

We change the mirror by day than cry ourselvs to sleep by night.


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