You can't help feeling alone sometimes.
you just have to attempt to move on.
will anything change or will it all remain this way forever
or maybe it's meant for you to be this way.
Maybe it's the best way to be. At least because NO ONE will really hurt you, not intially.
Just the thoughts that go through your head will cause you to think the worst but prepare for the best.
Your hopes are up but your heart is down.
Maybe you should let it ALL go someway , somehow .
But it surely feels like you may be stuck in it,
No one knows what go through this mind when weeping or smilling.
but just know it's not BLANK !
Nothing is ever blank especially when you need blankness the most,
something always going through a mind of wonder.
good things , bad things , funny things , sad things .
But no matter what youre' thinking, at the end you heart is always heavy.
slowly slipping apart.
But HA , it's okay. You should be use to the feeling by now.
TOO BAD IT HURTS EVERYTIME !
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