Stuck, heavy hearted, broken
what do you do when you don't know what to do
When there's no one to turn to
everyone is disappointed in you ?
All you can do is wait..
for things to die down
for it all to go away.
Nothing will be the same anymore
everyday may just get worst.
Like jesus just closed another door
the one you wanted open the most
People are going to laugh and pick
youre' going to feel embarressed and sick
not just in the stomache but sick in the head
nothing else to think about
but what if you were dead.
I can't beleive the thoughts that are running through my head.
but this is the feeling of lonliness, despair, and dread.
At the end of the day it all may fade away
just thinking about that day, i cant wait.
But in the meanwhile who's going to help me get through this
Like a child with no love, friend, or home.
I just have to be strong
im feeling like this now but what else could possibly go wrong.
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