Never Let Me Go by JayannaMarie

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just a poem I wrote a while ago.

Submitted: January 19, 2012

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Submitted: January 19, 2012

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Never Let Me Go
Jayanna Hendley
 
 
I stare at this blank screen trying to conjure the words that could explain how much I love you, and how much you've hurt me. How much I forgive you. How much the only thing I want to be doing right now is laying in your secure embrase. Running my fingers through your hair, and once again reciting just how much you mean to me. Your deep blue eyes staring back into mine. You'd try to think of something to say, and I'd look away. You'd say nothing. We'd lay for hours, as we always did before, fighting the world by being together. You got me, if that was your intension. You got me, you had me, you have me, you left me, you have me, you've never returned for me. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Everything you said I meant to you. How did I believe it was true? It seems as if you lied through your handsom smile that always tends to draw me closer to you. What is it about you? What is it that has me running back to you, again and again. Once again the answer is clear. I run to you, because I love you. Truly, I do. I love the idea of being with you, in your arms. Your warm hand caressing my cheeck, your voice finding itself in my ear, the words never let me go. I listened. I obeyed. I still listen. Hoping to hear something. I still obey, though I hear nothing. I have trusted you with my life, though it is of less value without you. The final flash of knowing you where truly gone. My heart sank. My soul shattered, as if it where a broken mirror. What is left to show of us? Scars. Even as I write this, I feel the gap in my heart..My soul. He left you! screams the voice in my mind. He's gone. You're gone. How am I to carry on as broadly as you, though I am the one who carries the weight of the broken heart, while you stride off with no pain, no strain of weight. As my mind glimpses back on all of our memories my heart swiftly pushes them out of my mind. Pushes you, out of my mind. Though I can never get away from your image. I spend many nights alone, in the agony of loosing the best thing in my life. Can you imagine that pain? The emptyness? I, for one, cannot, because I have lived through it. I still, live through it. Thank you, only one I love, for the pain. Never let me go. I never let you go. I will never let go.


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