My Awful Secret

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How I can get rid of my pain...

The horrible way.

Submitted: April 25, 2011

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Submitted: April 25, 2011



Hullo. My name is Rachel. This isn't even a story, I just need to say this.

 I've felt depressed since the time school started this year. In late January or early February I took it to the next level. I would bite myself to get rid of the emotional pain. It worked, I never even did it to the point of bleeding. I started to do it more and more. At school I'd just walk into the bathroom and bite.

As it got a little warmer, I began to feel better. I stopped biting and crying all the time and for the first time since school started, I felt good. But then the depression came back, worse than ever. I had symptoms, i wasn't eating much, I had insomnia, I was feeling irritable again. This time, I cut myself. I don't do it very often, but I'm pretty sure I've given myself at least one scar by now.

I know what you're going to say. STOP! But it's not that easy. I just need it.

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