I should have said I love you more than I did,
I should have never kept my feelings hid...
When you told me that you wanted me to move to your destination-
I should have been there without hesitiation.
Why do I sabatoge everything good in my life?
I can't believe I screwed up and lost out on being your wife.
I miss you so much more everyday.
I wish you would have chose to stay.
I couldn't ask you to leave your life there.
I just wanted to say that after everything that's happened I still care...
I will always be your number one fan...
I told you your name is forever tattooed into my heart, my tattoo man.
I know you're not mine anymore...
But I will always love you even though my heart is now behind a locked door.
I threw away the key...
I just wonder if sometimes you ever think of me.
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