Day in and day out
I have to face another day and night without you
Each night, I await for your return
Hoping that you'll come back to me
that we'll have another chance to make it right.
I lay in your bed
As I lay in your bed
I dream of nothing but you and those days
The days we spent together
The nights we spent laying next to each other
Then one day
You slept on the floor
During this time period
We were seperated
Seperated without touch
Barely a kiss goodnight
Not even a simply, good communication
I longed for your touch
Your kiss upon my lips.
Your warmth that once wrapped my body.
Your aroma that swept by me.
And each night,
I long and forever miss the sound,
the feeling of your breathing.
On that one Halloween night,
You once asked me to lay next to you
And I did.
I laid there next to your body
With my arm drapped across your chest
As I laid there,
I stared at you and watched you sleep peacefully
Wondering whatever you seen in me
To be so pretty and beautiful as you said.
Wondering if you actually meant it
Or if you really loved me like you said you did.
I laid there scared and afraid,
That I was going to loose you.
And then this entire week has been so slow and the fear has come. I have not seen you in a week straight. The last time I seen you was the happiest I've been in a few weeks. So!!!
I came home to see your truck parked.
To find you laying in your bed
I find you laying next to me
I again find your touch against my body
Your arms wrapped around me
Once again I had gotten scared
But this time,
I wasn't just afraid of loosing you
I was scared of getting hurt and lied to
Now, they've all been accomplished
And you chose them
You chose the seperated path
To seperate us apart.
You chose the broken path
To break my heart.
And you chose the darkened path
To hurt me and what we had
You threw away our love and dreams
Not me or us
But the path I chose
Was the lightened path to forgive and forget
I'm willing to give you
Give us a second chance
If your willing
To give me a second chance.
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