Pen To Paper

Poem by: JiDonnelly

Summary

Just some things that needed to be out and said
not finished or anything just something I wrote to clear my head(: -Ji'

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Submitted: November 12, 2011

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Submitted: November 12, 2011

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I am far from walking 
although staying is a doubt 
and to be honest I am done with talking 
because the stress I can do without 
I want to think positive in everyway 
but to me its all suspicious 
I want to believe that all will be ok 
and the outcome wont be so vicious 
Even with your arm around my waist 
still she wont leave from my head 
I am learning to cope but at a very slow paste 
to blank the childish texts I read 
the deeper I go in my mind 
the bigger issues I create 
like asking if im being trusting or stupidly blind 
if I have mistaken love for something not so great 
And now that her threats are getting worse 
I am doubting if she can make something beautiful something hideous 
considering everywhere she goes lingers a curse 
and a personality so twisted and insidious 
you have every promise from me 
that I will never ever leave you alone 
but it is hard because neither will she 
with constantly texting and phoning your phone 
I don't feel threatened or a sort 
nothing I haven't seen before 
and violence will be the last resort 
but I have seen so many I don't want to anymore 
I ask if your thoughts are with her at my touch 
if there is something still between you two 
are you like missing her all so much 
it feels there is nothing I can do 
where has the tension gone these days 
it feels like something has died 
like things are same in so many ways 
yet in others still unsatisfied 
to feel the need to crawl out of bed 
and write until my hearts content 
to write all the so called paranoia out my head 
well hours upon hours I spent 
and just to crawl back in all hours of the night 
only to kiss you sweetest dreams 
to forget it all and hold you tight 
and remember nothing is what it seems 
just to let it all go 
and forget all this caper 
and to the questions I still don't know 
so I put it Pen To Paper. 

 


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Pen To Paper

Status: Finished

Genre: True Confessions

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Genre: True Confessions

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Summary

Just some things that needed to be out and said
not finished or anything just something I wrote to clear my head(: -Ji'

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