I put the teddy in my mouth with the blade on my wrist
I thought deep thoughts took deep breaths clenching my fists
I just cant do it all that blood and pain
I tried and i tried,again and again.
I began to tie some rope when it came to my head
Jump of a great height and in seconds you will be dead
I looked over the edge and got cold feat
I just cant do it landing on concrete
I walked home angry at myself for not being brave
I lay on my bed thinking soon it will be my grave
I had to do it find something almost anything that kills
I searched the house carefully and found a box of pills
I swallowed them with every bit of anger left inside
I calmed down crying silently and lay on my side
only moments later a sharp pain shot through my chest
I beated my fists on the ground i fighted my best
the pain was getting worse i was feeling my life drift away
my eyes began to blur i spat blood for the words i tried to say
my breaths were getting shorter now im getting scared
im drifting off i want to go back im so unprepared
I will close my eyes now the pills have won
im so sorry i could not turn back, im so sorry i betray you mum
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