I don't cheat i always play by the rules of the game
I don't do lies but this love is making me a liar
I don't feel love i feel just pure shame
as both continue to play with fire
I don't feel happiness this love is rough
I feel weak and so stuck
wish i could say enough is now enough
wish i could say i no longer give a fuck
we took one another for a ride
we took our so called jealousy to extremes
we always wanted to back down but both had too much pride
so shouting would soon turn into screams
and just before drifting off at night
I would pray to whoever above
I would question why this love was a constant fight
why did i deserve and settle for such ThugLove.
I could never turn to you when i needed it
you were more of just a "mate"
you just added on to my worries and shit
with all your poison and hate
I always had to come looking for you
I would always fail to find
you were even the one to walk away too
does it kill you so much to be kind?
every time i needed you and you happened to not be there
I would put my hands together and look up above
say "if there really is a god and you really do care"
then please sort out this ThugLove.
when you were busy you were working on someone else body
I also was too
you would come home look me in the eye and lie to me
I would look and lie back at you
every time we set eyes on each other
we had another confession
did we love or did we hate each other
seemed less love and a lot more aggression
you slammed the door and swagged off that day
leaving me to clean the mess from the fight
you never did listen to a word i would say
whether it was wrong or right
I never did believe in god to be honest i still don't
but when you left i turned to him and looked up above
he never did answer me and i know he wont
it was just simple ThugLove.
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