im sorry i didnt tell you before!

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
im sorry HELL this is for you it really is!

Submitted: December 26, 2011

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im sorry for always hurting you its seems that thats all that i do. i never mean to but me im so stupid i end up doing it.im sorry for all the things i have done i guess i cant find true love without hrting the person.if you wanna dumo me i totally understand since all i do is hurt you.i truely love you that is true but why do i hurt you.i guessthis is my final words since i  might not be on so much cuz ive been hiding something from you cuz im afraid you would leave me for it.im was pregnant but i lost the baby only i and the father knew i told no one im sorry but i thought you wouldnt understand. i was afraid of you leaving me im sorry me and him dont talk anymore because it ruined us.i thought he was my true love but he wasnt he told me that i wouldnt regret nothing but i regret everything. i wanted that baby i wanted to have her it was a girl and i was gonna name her Elizabeth after my sister. i wish i hadnt lost her but the docter said it was because of how skinny i am that i my body wasnt ready to support a baby so i lost her. i cry myself to sleep  everynight and that is also part of the reason why i cut.everynight i hold her stuffed animal hat was supposed to be hers when she was born and her baby blanket that she wouldve had but never got.im sorry for hurting you and i hope you still love me after you read this but if you dont i understand.


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