The Letter of A Psycho in Love.

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This is a letter I wrote to a girl who lived far far away... a while ago. It was difficult for me to write, since we 'were' going through something no one in this world could explain. I wasn't myself and still am trying to find who I am....

It's a raw letter i wrote, no edit.
Sorry for sounding a bit whack!

Submitted: September 14, 2013

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To <name kept private> ,

I just started thinking about you. Well I am on a plane to home to Australia and really have been thinking a lot.

It's real hard, the situation we are in. I don't know anything and I'm lost. You have been with me ever since the start of 2011.
I have treated you like shit; the worst someone could ever.
Usually in the movies, the girl would leave the boy
, but you're someone so different no one in this world is like you.. I swear!!
I am in the middle of everything in between me and you. I don't know if I like you or hate you, if I wanna forget you or keep you in my life!!

 I promise to express everything honestly and truthfully;
I have thought about Marring you and how it would be.
I have though about me punching you in the face.
But also thought of people seeing me with you.

I feel bad  for the things you have done for me.
It is wrong and it has affected us in a way.... even If we both felt okay about it.  

I feel like I need you in my lifebut I don't want you!
I think I lost this battle and I have finally found that you mean everything to me.
I saw so many couples while away and it was cute! 
What's different between them and us is you are all the way over there!
I want that feeling of being with a girl, but I want it here!
I want you to be that girl.
How do I turn that around when i'm 2271 miles from you?
How in the world can I share a kiss, a hug and laugh with you!? 
I hate it. 

My mind is so unsettled...


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