Twisted Love

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
A short story about life changing decisions brought on by abusive relationships and suffering.

Submitted: December 14, 2014

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Twisted Love


He loved her and she loved him,but it wasn't that simple, things got complicated.
He wanted sex,she wanted love so he gave her love in exchange for sex and she gave him sex in exchange for love.
She wanted promises,compromise and commitment,he couldn’t commit,compromise or promise,so she took whatever she could grab.He used and abused her,took everything he wanted,took advantage of her feelings,he gorged on her love and used it like a powerful narcotic to forget his misery,to try to get rid of his ugly shadow.
She sensed his troubles,tried to understand them and offered herself as a remedy,she had hope and she desperately wanted him to change.
He was sure she was crazy about him no matter what he did to her she would allways be there for him.
She craved intimacy,all he wanted was sex,she wanted to hear love words,all he said to her was:Get on your knees...Move over.
She opened her heart and her soul,she exposed herself,and shared with him her most intimate thoughts,needs and fantasies.
He laughed at her and told her she was paranoid,borderline.
She started to feel hopeless,despair took over,but she couldn't say no,too afraid of rejection,her insecurity was her undoing,unable to break free she sank even deeper into his dark world,her only consolation was the intimate contact of their bodies during sex,he couldn’t avoid that,during those moments she closed her eyes and entered a different reality,she was desired,she was loved and wanted.
He sensed that and was upset,to him her imagination was like a betrayal,he was uncomfortable, his eyes were cold,he yelled at her to open her eyes,she refused,he beat her up,she looked at him,tried to talk but no sound came out of her mouth,her eyes begged for mercy, her heart and soul cringed with pain,she cried,it was easier to cry,and she still loved him.
She struggled to understand,she looked for answers in his eyes, cold and dark,and she kept telling herself it wasn't his fault, it was her,always her,she was unlovable, she was a mess.
The universe felt her pain,gave her strength,she pushed him out from her body and bolted from the bed,looked at him,picked-up her clothes and what was left of her dignity from the floor and left in silence,he was speechless,unable to stop her.
Already on the street she looked up to the night sky and asked God:

"Dear Lord make my pain work for change,give me strength to push away my fears,give me wisdom to choose my path and the courage to move on."
This was a quote that she had read on a book by Michael Hayssus called: "The Mending Journey, A Diary Of Hurts "

And she made herself a promise:I've had enough of this pain and suffering, I'm done with him.
No one will ever control my feelings, or break me down ever again,no one will ever climb on top of me to cause me pain and abuse my body and soul ever again.
And she made a decision, from that moment on she would use her beautiful face,her shapely body and the incredible amount of love she had inside of her to her advantage,yes,she would still give men love,but they would be paying for it now,she finally gathered enough courage to be became an escort.
And this is how Dominique Sylvain gained her independence and broke the cycle of abusive boyfriends.

The end.


Johanne Vixen  


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