The Stoner

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

its a bit depressing!!!

In my mind I see you,
Walking towards me.
It's beauty that I see.
Beauty that seems so true.

Everything's a technicolor haze.
But you're a perfect white.
Like the moon on a black night.
Capturing my mind's gaze.

Oh, how your hips sway.
How are you so curvy?
My world feels topsy-turvy.
What's right and wrong, I can't say.

If only I knew what love was.
Then I'd say I love you.
Nothing would ever be so true.
Nothing would be so true because,

You're the only one I wanted.
All those times I spent in your arms,
Shielded from all pains and harms,
makes me realize, you're the one i needed.

The memories of you, I'll never forget.
Memories of happy times we spent,
As I basked in your sweet scent.
Memories that are perfect.

I see your hand reach out.
I hear you silently calling me.
And as your beauty kills me softly,
I break into a happy shout.

I stagger forward in glee,
Expecting to feel your sweet touch.
But my great expectations were too much.
Now my glee is covered with reality.

The truth hits me like a rock.
It is cold and hard.
It stabs at my poor heart.
Leaving my poor being in shock.

You were never true.
There never was a you,
And now I see, it's plain to me,
That the syringe created those memories.

Now, in pain, I writhe and scream.
At the perfect life, in my dream.
The life I thought was so so true.
The life that was a lie, like you.

I look at the sky miserably,
Offering a prayer to Mother Mary,
Praying for her to come to me,
Giving me a chance to let it be.

But of course, no such luck.
About me, no one gives a fuck.
So i plunge the syringe once again.
Blissful, as i feel the ebbing pain.

And suddenly, I smile. Suddenly it's over.
Nothing can touch me, for I am the stoner.
 


Submitted: February 17, 2010

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Sara Blake

LOL! this was really good and very well written! Great job ^-^

Wed, February 17th, 2010 4:28pm

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thanks a ton. great to hear people liking it! :)

Wed, February 17th, 2010 7:40pm

Kirstin

This is really good =)
~Kirstin

Wed, February 17th, 2010 4:43pm

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Thanks a lot.

Wed, February 17th, 2010 7:07pm

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