Just In Case Letter

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A letter prepared for the worst.

Submitted: November 15, 2011

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Submitted: November 15, 2011




I'm not sure, if ever, when you'll get this. I'm not sure the circumstances we'll be under, or if we'll even rememeber one another. But all I know is, someday you'll find this, along with everything else I've left in this box for you.

Do you remember my darling, when we first met? You were walking your dog, and I mine, and we just bumped into eachother. I knew from then you were going to mean something to me, of course, then I wasn't sure what that was. I can still remember the way you looked, you had just moved in. You were in shorts, a tee, and your hair was pulled off your face. I'd never seen anything more lovely, that is until I saw what you normally look like; hair done, nails done, make up, the whole nine yards. Damn, no matte r what way you look you're still breath taking. 

God love that seems so long ago doesn't it now? Two years ago though. Hard to believe. We've been through hell and back. I can't deny. I've hated you, and loved you all at once. You're this mix of everything I want, and need. To everything I know I don't deserve. Cause I don't. See I'm just this country boy, grew up in the deep south, you love, you are big city bound. I know I hold you back, but I can't stop myself. You're everything to me. And if you weren't your memory would be everything. 

We're on good terms, at the moment, have been for a while. Thank God. I know I never truly say this enough, but I love you. I'm horrible at letting you know. I break your heart a lot, I know. See, I can't help it. I like to chase you, cause you're fun to chase. You know exactly how to act to get me overwhelmed. Damn, love its mesmorizing. I know I leave more than I should, too. Its just a habit, I can't stay too long. See I love hurting you, then being the reason to make you better. I know its sick. So sick. 


Anyways beautiful, now that I've covered, I just feel you should know. This isn't another goodybe, its just, for you. Someday. Maybe? This along with my shirt, a CD, and a thousand pictures of you and I, are just things you'll have someday. I'm not sure why I feel the need to have this for you. Its just I have this feeling things are going to go south, you know intutuion. 

Well for the sake of our love, I hope nothing happens, and if God forbid it does. You'll have this. And just know no matter, the things I say; I love you.

I love you. I love you. Once more, I love you. 


With love,


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