I'm listening, those steps again, heavy, as concrete block, horrible, shock and awe; who the hell could it be...what kind of person, could have such weight on its feet; creating this intense fear in me. Something is there, is it human? or repulsive being; it horrifies me. Must be big and tall. A grizzly bear? What can it be? There! An elephant in my dream; No, this isn't a night-mare, I'm awake, eyes open, and alert.
If I could only see, but this absence of light...Damn darkness! I'm scare, yes, do you hear me? I'm fucking scare. Who are you? What the fuck you want? Hue and cry? That's what you want from me? Ok! I'm doing it, ok? I'm scare to death; fret, cold sweat, my body and soul, torn apart. You got me, kneeling on the floor, please, say a word; I'm on distress, show me the fucking door, I won't tell the world.
Stop! Tormenting me, I don't deserve such a misery. You, whoever you are, had me, real good. What did I do wrong to you? Talk to me, say anything to me; can't you see? I can't take it no more, I hate your silence, your damn noise, do whatever you have to do, damn it. Body-mind-pain; for God-sake, don't aim on me...please, please! Now you see, this is what I became...End-game!
By: Juli Monat
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