Love, beauty and fear.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Religion and Spirituality  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: June 20, 2019

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Say if all women were running on these three elements. Every women thinks differently because of each ones life journey is different. One could have been raised by a single parent or the other by two successful parents. One could have been brought up with lots of love and care, the other could have been always faced shame and disgust from their siblings and family. Some would have always been first in class and some because of their inferiority were failures and strugglers all throughout their life. one could have been only bonge watching on movies who had no parents to surpervise them. 

When it comes to beauty. All women who are fragile and delicate are so inclined to one thing in life and that is to look beautiful. If your short, you would like to wear high heals. If you have heavy hairloss issues you will try to wear a wig to cover and patch up the loss or undergo some treatments. If you have flaws on your skin, you will want makeup to cover the blemishes.

With dresses and shoes golden, prints such as hearts and circles, anything that glitters all sorts of flashy clothes to look stunning and to stand out in the crowd. Smile we correct our smile and and try to make our teeths whiten with the most hazardous pastes we are not suppose to use. You will try to find the most expensive bags to wear. If you are a below average person, you will go on apps where you could buy the same branded bags and clothes for a lesser amount.

When rich go all out and shop its what they ought to do, but when you are poor and you don’t have the money and you still go on the spree to shop from cheaper apps and as second hand clothes, then its not really what you are supposed to do. If you are like me bought up in Mumbai, you will do one thing is to always want to watch movies and listen to songs. A person will always be interested in singing and dancing. Honestly what is passion, for the succeful its things what one can be victorious 

In all families there are three kind of women as the mother figure. One who stays there forever and is a supporter for the whole family through out. Or another family where the mother becomes a victim to some horrible disease and dies. Or some mothers who get paralyzed and are bed ridden for many years they self feel like  a burden to others. Scenarios can change and also the mothers can change their favorates who they love inthe family. Life will change over all in a split second, once you are on the top with your morals, and the nect you are on the floor shattered, a immoral and unethical person, stripped of the values you once held on to. A wome could cry try to be desperate to understand why is one after the other tragedies striking her life, but still she could not understand any of it. The presence of a strong mother and her favriotism reflects on what and who each child will become sooner or later in each of the families.

Fear is the one thing which creeps in through many incidents in many lives. No matter how strong of a women you are. If your parents are no more, you are shattered and fear creeps in. If you are If your husband shows a fake interest in another women then you want him back and you are in a panic situation. If a man blackmails and manipulates her in many ways, fear surely sets inside her. A women can be so desperate in fear, she will run around hoping someone helps her out, someone guides her; but at her astonisment there is no one to help and support. Some are well secured and just selective some would feel like the unwanted, no matter how much you try to fit in, these women cannot make a mark, they will never be able to achieve things in life, they will never be successful, that is law of the world at times. It took me two long years to realize this very fact, and to be able to for once rise up from my storms and write something to motivate. If you see my previous stories, they were all about the desparity of women and their tragic life. 

The hardest thing is to let go of such things such as Love, Beauty and Fear. You might be called the ugliest person by your very own husband. Or cast away by your own family. You might be considered a joker by your own siblings or spouse. You will be so broken and desperate for love, you will try to find love and freindhip elsewhere, just so another bunch of manipulators can utalize the moment of despair one is going though and be ripped apart from her morals and her understandings of life. May be someday you will be stripped away from everything and you will have no one to lean on. Can anything be done, no nothing at all, would worrying ever change anything, no it will never change anything. 

Forget of being desperate to look beautiful and also be desperate to be accepted by others. Forget to want to look drop dead gorgeous, instead dress in solid print and traditional prints also non glittery products. Indtead turn your eyes upon God…..Christ. I am a Christian. I have always stood by my faith, but now I realize its not about the above mentioned things what matter but the bond we share in our own faith. It is so hard to letgo when you know for sure you and your family is being cheated, you know you are being treated like a fool by many, since they know you by the things you wear. Even if you try to change your wardrobe, you still know none of it is possible. All you can do is pray and surrender all your hardships you face as a Christian. God will show a way even when all doors close up on you. There might be times you would feel desperate and think of hurting yourself.Pray and move on. Can one love God and still be an unwanted person in a christian community. Yes you can be the unwanted in a community, and still just stay at ease. This comes from a women who saw all the worst faces of christianity so far. People will belittle, will trap, will make you feel like you are a unwanted, but know that only a bunch of fools can make one feel that way. Its a mans world, no matter what, for some they are the ultimate, the powerful win and no one else, so just go with the flow of  who you are and trust in the Lord that these haters and scamers and all set of lies will be taken care of. You can be portrayed as the worst women in the community but all you can do is just pray and know that the when you are so broken and in despair. Things will turn around so just let it go. 


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