how could you??

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my "best friend" is dating my ex, whom i still liked and am really close with. then they came and ruined everything, yet im the bad guy?

Submitted: April 17, 2007

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im bitter and im twisted

but somewhere you seemed to have missed that

you cant see why im hurting

but ever move you make is irking

 

it hurts so bad,it makes me sad, makes me mad

 

why do i do this?

i hate this i do

maybe cuz im still in love with you?

 

 

but i dont wanna be see? that is my clause

i hate it i do, but cant put my love on pause.

wait til shes gone, so WE can be happy

but thats just a dream, and im just too crabby

 

to see you ywo happy multplies my saddness

my thoughts suddenly filled with malicious thoughts and "badness" 

 

i couldnt find it in me, even if i tried

to celebrate with laughter when on the inside, ive died 

 

you kill me i tell you, no more i beg!

stop looking at her before i drown myself ina keg

 

anything is better than this.

yet i still care, you are both my "friends"  yet i can never be there

cant talk with you anymore, cant laugh, cant joke

cuz when i see you two together, my tears i must choke

 keep them down, burry them deep, cringe at night, pop a pill, gotta find some way to sleep

 

awakened by these haunting images, a happy couple, my friends, now jus aquaintences

if you love me like you say you do, why put me all the pain i've been through?

 

u make me wanna hate you....cuz im the bad guy right?

thats jus what you tell me, im the one that started this fight?

but thats not right, i wonder how well you sleep at night. 


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