relapse

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said i wudnt love again. this is me hitting myself in the face for relapsing

Submitted: April 27, 2008

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i feel so stupid. like i wanna punch myself in the face

i've learnt this lesson before so why am i here getting second place?

i'm over this, said it'd never happen again

i was careful, not for a second did i think i'd let u win

now thats its over i se how naieve i was

like it was something i thought i could control

something i wish i could've

i dont i want to feel this way, once way enough

i dd'nt want this to happen. i did'nt meant to fall this hard

i hate everything aboutthis. im such and r tard

i hate me, i hate you. i hate all of them too

why did i listen and look for something i knew

something i knew was bound to happen

something i knew i was bound to say

but all the looks you gave me

did'ne help take this stupid feeling away

you made things worse, u made me feel

and now another piece of my heart you must steal

i hate you, you f**knut, why do i do this?

i just have to turnt he other way and remember my sadddness

remember what happened before

and how i was then, then remember the promise i made "never again"

yet here i am..


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