my emotional distress

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
what do you do when your feelings on high but at the same time feel like your being drained of those emotions it like there to work you heart to deaf but you cant help how you feel so you hang on for dear life hoping that your answer to all the unknown question will be answered soon it just you find it hard to sit and wait and everything your pushing for you know you shouldn't push because it will come to your to persistent to have it to wait well that's me i don't like to wait for nothing it the i want it but i want it now know getting it now will probably ruin it for the way it should have been but once again you cant help it you just gotta have it that's bad they people in a rush don't last long in life and there probably right but i keep trying to find my patients i lost it some where but cant seem to find it

Submitted: March 11, 2016

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my emotional distress  

i am emotional distressed i want it or him or her there perfect for me  i have to have them or it  but dont need it its not good for me for what they puts me through but i still love them and i feel its what i need you cant tell me nothing i am stubborn it what i want although it blinds me messes with my thoughts blurrs my vision to see makes my heart races so i am get them and i dont care what you say cause i want it so bad that i clearly have no clue what do with it when i do get to them or it but you cant help yourself your addicted collecting any and everything you see they say wanty wanty no get it and getty getty no keep it for long and it couldnt be more true if only you were a little more patient or appreiate the value of waiting or knowing the right time to do things maybe things wouldnt be so messed up for you all the time if only you could find away to sit still in time and just see things the way they should be instead of your way all the time and not be so quick to pickthem up with out knowing first hand what it is your getting into  or what  they are willing to do for you but you try to see the good not knowing what will be or what your out come is because you think you know whats best for self and truth is you really dont but god does and he knows where you need to be what you need and how to get it and he will show you funny how we ignore all his sign mentally stress ourselves out just to get that one or thing and when you do it not worth all the effort you put into to get to it you wasted all that time chasing a ghost of your imagination something you built to be so great in your mind that you ignore all signs that states wrong way all because your to stubborn see it for what it was a fraud an illsion or because it doesnt have the things you want it to be we never see it till its to late and we fall on our asses crying why like someone just punch you in the gut knocked out all the wind in your tummy or like you just got junk punched in your nutts and we all know that hurts just from looks of it so why do we do it go against our better judgement because we think bad feels and good is uninteresting because you dont feel the way you would when you do bad idk about you but i am done with bad jugdements i need reliablity and good love not a lie who doesnt care and thats that

 


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