Communication Skills.

I was told. "Communication is key..." 

but communication abandoned me.

Your moral is .."Lose that and you've lost me."

I run at the thought of pursuing conversations.

But I try simple communication, out of dedication & remediation.

I care to develop, attain & achieve

the skills to make you love _ me as me..

Trust; is a big thing, 2nd biggest fear in my heart

Fear of love & to be loved 1st, right now truly playing it's part. 

Stand by us, stand by me, let me really see.

You want me to talk, & then you can trust me.

-Do you need to see the tears in my eyes ? my fear of lies, the pain I've gained thru' the "trust" I gave ?

Speak on your own past, slowly dwelling in OUR future,

but MY past isn't who I want to be, its just shaped me to be what I am...

Incomplete w|o you by my side. 

You "Don't feel" that, but "Know it", I haven't lied.

Your thinking things that shouldn't even come to mind :

Am I preventing you from loving me?

Do you truly NOT trust _ me?

Is there any clarification beyond "communication" ?

I gain nothing, but underestimated pain,

glanced over as 'nothingness' 

----- TBC. . 

? K.Nichole