GOODBYE:D

Hey, Im Tammy. I have a story to tell. I havent mentioned this to anyone. Its some what of an secret. Or more like my side of the story. Evryone knows what they've been told. I dont blame them for that. But i highly doubt every few to no one knows the truth. I am a chubby girl who nobody really pays any attention to. Well before I met James. Oh crap let me start from the begining.

It was the first week of school. I was starting my junior year. I was sixteen at the time. In the mornings at our school we meet up with our friends, scattered around the halls. I was in a corner next to the trash bins. I was stareing at James, not really paying any attention to what my friends were saying. He looked up and noticed me stareing. I got nervious and looked down rather quickly. I think that was my first mistake, it made me look vonarable. he liked that. When I looked up he was still looking but this time smileing. That made me melt. I could feel my legs buckling. He looked away nonchalantly. He was saying goodbye to his freinds. I realized he was leaving and so was that moment we were having. Then he came over."Hello, excuse me ladies." James said with a big smile. I stared him down hoping he was there for me and not to through something away. Indeed he was there for me. James said" I saw you looking at me." I say "What makes you think I was looking at you. James says " Well, werent you." Yes, I was." i say really slow and soft." So we should go out so you an look at me more." James proposes. I say "meybe, Ill think about it." even though I knew right there i wanted to say yes as fast as possible. I was on cloud nine. I thought to myself what would a guy like James want with me. All the girls wanted him and all the guys wanted to be like him. That mysterious hot guy. Wants me, me out of all people.

I went home to get ready for my date. Of course I have to check out my Facebook first I had four wall posts and three messages. I got things like " why didnt you tell me" or " I just cant believe this." I couldnt believe so many people knew about it already i said yes like 2 hours ago. I went on the date. I ws really cool. I really enjoyed it. I was shocked he didnt try anything.That next day at school I saw him. He came up and sid "Hey gorgeous. I smiled at him and said hey. He put his left arm around my sholder. I welcomed the gesture bytaking my right hand and holding his left hand. We walked down that hallway until I got to my physics class. When I got ther he kissed me. Just a nice short kiss. everyone was looking. It felt good, I felt good. I thought every thing was great i thought I've found my perfect guy. I was falling in love,at least I thought that at first. Our next date was diffrent from the others. We didnt go to a public place, we went to his house. His parent were out of state.I was ectied even though i thought it was strange. Well, at least for him. I sat down on his really expencive couch in his really expencive house. It really made me think I wsnt good enough for him. " i kind of feel unconfortable." I exclaimed. He said walking out of the kitchen saying" Its okay, you're with me I'll confort you." he says. i smile even though I didnt think highly of the comment. He started kissing me neck. I jumped up. I said "hats not conforting me" He says witha puzzeled face "I thought you liked me" I say" Not that much, sorry I think its time for you to take me home." He was really cool about it, stood up and said" Yeah, sure." we get into his black pick up truck and i say" Maybe when Im ready. I may not be ready a week, next month, next year, or maybe five years. You'll have to be patient with me. he takes me home.

The next day i was so happy I was thinking he loes me. If he didnt love me he wouldnt have reacted the way he did. It was until forth periodI found out the story he was telling. I heard two kids behind me talking about me and i looked back and saw them laughing and pointing. I got up and walked back there and asked what they were talking about. One kid told me that James was telling people that I was a slut and I have been doing things with him every since the first date. and last night we went all the way. He was saying that he wasnt even have to ask me to do anything that I just wanted to. Every sence then I've been picked on, inapropreately hit on. But the thing is I've never done anything with anyone. Not like thats anyones business what I do. This is the end of my senior year, im moving out of this town, Im moving in with my boyfriend, who Im madly in love with. This nightmare is finally over. So this is my farewell. Adios :D

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