Fuck. Its her.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
a girl who bumps into the who put her through hell in high school.

Submitted: January 27, 2014

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Fuck. Its her. She will forever be instilled in my mind as the bitch who destroyed my innocence at 13. Her blonde hair stretched down to her tits, perfectly blow dried,her nails manicured and dressed to the prim. Her voice still echoes in my memories like a fucking banshee with words that stabs me deeper than a knife ever could. I spent two years in the high school bathroom during recess, clinging on to my half eaten sandwich as these girls parade through the hallways dressed in Armani and Chanel. High school was a circus, cliques of tightrope walkers, clowns and lion tamers.

 

I never understood why though. Why they trampled on my atheist beliefs, or that I was always a shade lighter than them. Why my eyes were blue and theirs black as night. The whispers hurt most of all. During class spitballs were catapulted from all directions, leaving me bleeding through my eyes in the form of tears in the bathroom stalls. I was never the same. Home felt like a prison, where my thoughts enveloped me into a void i could not escape. I convinced myself everything about me was wrong, that i was some how put on this earth as a jester, to please these people as I whimpered.

 

But there she was, standing before me, Miss Queen Bitch, 5 years later, in the arms of a man whose wrist bared a watch priced at about the cost of my house. Oh god i wanted to see her trip, just once, her beautifully facial-ed face, face down on the concrete stepped on by hundreds.

 

BUT she glides through that mall if she were on one of those moving walkways you get in airports. I duck as fast as i could behind the counter so as not to capture her attention. Michael, the manager of Slushy, takes me by the arm and shuffles me to the counter. Ally pulls up with that fucked up sneer of hers… “Well hello you.” Fuck. kill me now.


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